I need help. I feel sick, constantly. It’s not a normal sickness though.. when others are sad, or something bad happens somewhere in the world, I get nauseous. Sometimes I cry. Sometimes I can’t breathe. Sometimes I get sick and my throat closes. Why am I like this? People get mad at me or yell and I just- cry. I don’t want to care about everything like I do. I want to be like others that can somehow look past people and focus on what’s happening with themselves not others. I wish I was more mean and nonchalant. I stopped eating meat because it started having the same effects. I don’t think I can’t live like this anymore. The world is killing me. I need help.